Struggling To Find Ourselves

Well, here I am, but not for long.  I have some running to do again today….but at least I’m getting paid for most of it!!

Gotta see about stopping long enough to talk to some people this week in town too!!!

Have a Blessed Day, all!!!

Well, maybe only for some.  It’s icy and cold and wet outside at the moment.  I am sitting here wondering if the big tree outside the window is going to finally have some of it’s branches break off tonight with the ice and the wind.  It would be kind of good if it did!!!  It is one of MANY things on this list to take care of this Spring.

I haven’t really done much so far today.  Run a load of laundry earlier, as well as dishes first thing this morning….downloaded some job information for this week….checked my on-line sources to see if I could make any extra money today…..cleaned the bathroom, to include mopping….swept the backdoor entryway and the kitchen….Not much really, so far.  Have to go to town here in about 4 hours, and then come home and get my boy and myself ready for tomorrow.

What have YOU done today?
God Bless!!!

Ahhhh, yes, this “peculiar” Winter here in Kansas lingers on, MUCH to some people’s dismay!!  Today has been dismal, cool, and wet, and tomorrow is probably not going to be much better.  We actually have a Winter Storm Warning out from 6P.M. tonight until 6 A.M. on Monday morning.

This weather has made it kind of difficult to do some of the things that we’ve been wanting to do the last few weeks.  You know….all of those Springtime activities like cleaning barns and stalls and chicken houses, and planting trees and flowers and such, and rerouting our “water flow” for when we have run-off after a rain and such, redoing our driveway.  I have animals that need worked with, and more on the way, if I want them.

But, looking on the bright side of this dismal, Wintry weather, we have been able to make plans and such for the basement and what we would like to do with it, and some plans for the chicken house and a couple of the runs out front here, so that has been good.  We have had time to do some price checking and such, with the help of the internet, so that has been a good thing.

Oh well, off to find something else to do, so have a BLESSED weekend, and we’ll try to drop  by again real soon!!!

…my Mother’s birthday, and they are supposed to be taking a friend of mine off of life support about this afternoon.  It has been a long Summer for her, and her husband, as she has been in the hospital for a MOST of the last half of 2009.  Now she has an infection in her blood system that they haven’t been able to get under control yet, her blood pressure is low, her heart rate this morning is dangerously high and she needs the ventilator to help her get enough oxygen to survive…and here I sit at home.  We AREN’T stopping our prayers for a miracle just yet, but in the natural, it doesn’t look all that promising.  There seems to be a small possibility that her body will continue to function after they take her off life support, but the chances, in the natural realm, are EXTREMELY small.

More later….maybe….Blessings in 2010!!

Well, it’s raining….AGAIN!!!  I’m not complaining though, because at least we DID have SEVERAL days of NICE weather, so it pretty well was all but completely dried out from the last rain a couple of weeks ago.  The temperature isn’t bad tonight, either….just right for a walk in the rain, if it wasn’t dark and so late.

We’ve had ALOT going on here the last couple of months!!!  LOTS of changes, and different things happening!!!  We moved into a new house, for one.  It’s on a quiet, country road, with only 4 other houses in the mile stretch that we live on, and none of those are super close, so I am happy!!!  LOTS to be done, even though we’ve been working on it for a couple of months now.  Frankly, I figure we will have ALOT to do for another 11 or 12 months or so…then it will hopefully taper off to just maintenance on what we’ve already accomplished!!  It has been SOOOOO nice to actually have things to do, both inside AND outside!!!  So, whether I am inside the house, or outside enjoying the weather, I can ALWAYS find something to fill my time with (as if my schedule wasn’t full enough!!).  What can I say?  I LOVE the property!!!  And I’d like to say “thank you” to the person/people that made this place possible!!!  Words cannot express my gratitude at this point.

Okay, I think I’ve run out of rambling, so we will close for now….maybe see about going to bed for awhile?  Blessings to you and yours!!!

Well, well….it seems that I remember what I was going to write about on my other site just after I logged out.  Oh well, such is life, I guess.  Gives me a topic to write about over the weekend or early next week, I guess!!!

Fall has come to our part of Kansas a bit earlier than normal.  I am having a difficult time believing that we’ve had the heat on for almost a week now!!!  It seems like we have been needing heat closer to November the last few years.  Oh well, we need a wet, cool, damp Fall and Winter, and a wet, warm Spring!!!  It is rough on farmers, though, because of all of the rain, as they haven’t all gotten their corn, soybeans, and milo harvested yet.  Maybe they can get some of it in this next week?

Got some bread in the oven.  Yeah, I know it’s a bit late to be doing things like baking, but it seemed like the thing to do at the time, and we needed bread.

You will NEVER guess what I saw coming home from picking my son up from school yesterday.  Take a guess and leave a note with your guess in it, and I’ll try to remember to answer this “quiz” in my next personal entry.  It was DEFINITELY something that I didn’t think I would ever see in Kansas!!!

Read up to Ezekiel 30 so far today, as well as reading Psalm 15 and Psalm 91.  Just a FEW more chapters and I will only have fairly short books of the Bible left to read before the New Testament!!!

Well, enough babbling in here for now, so take care and God Bless!!!

The days seem to be flying by as fast as the weather seems to be cooling off.  Seems like there is NEVER enough hours in the day to get everything done.  And, yes, it seems like, in certain areas of life, everything I touch takes me three times as long as it should.

Fall seems to have arrived earlier than normal this year.  Saw a small flock of geese flying South in a “V” formation this morning.  It’s only about a month earlier than normal.  There’s quite a few people that are convinced that we are going to have a long, hard Winter.  I, on the other hand, are not QUITE so sure.  I think this Fall and Winter COULD very possibly  be like this last Spring was…..wet and cool.  I guess we will see, won’t we?

Haven’t been to church much the last 3 or 4 months.  Between feeling like I’m burning both ends of the candle and running from one end of the country to the other, we just haven’t hit that “go-to-church-more” groove this Fall.  I HAVE been getting in some Bible reading here and there, though.  Not as regularly as I would like, but some is better than none, I think.

Well, about time for bed, me thinks, so we can get up tomorrow and do it all over again, so I will sign off for now.  You all take care, and claim those blessings from God that are rightfully yours!!!
Blessings in ABUNDANCE!!!

…When we say we can’t handle anymore?

I had a close friend ask me that a couple of hours ago.  Not only is this friend dealing with some MAJOR health issues and personal issues, but they found out last night that a member of the church that they were fairly close too was coming back from the doctor’s office when she told her husband that she didn’t feel good, and had what they are assuming was a heart attack and died.  I wasn’t sure what to tell my friend, other than I didn’t think that God got mad when we feel like we’ve reached the end of our ropes…..didn’t Job in the Bible?  Maybe Jonah had too?  I mean he was running from God for a little while.  What about the king that wasn’t eating while his child was sick, but when he received word that the child had died, he got up and was eating, MUCH to the astonishment of his servants.  I would have to say that not eating because your child is sick is POSSIBLY trying to tell God that you can’t handle anymore, don’t you think?  God is a loving God…and He understands our human weaknesses.  Sometimes we may wonder “Why Now, Lord?”, but someday, I believe it will all make sense.  Lord knows that I’ve been to the point myself when I have said that I couldn’t take anymore…..ALOT!!!

I’d be interested in your opinions…..do you think God gets mad when we’ve had enough?  If so, why?  If not, why not?

God Bless!!!

We have had a busy couple of weeks.  The days are going by SOOOOOOOO fast.  I have been filling my time with helping people, it seems.  Someone needs this….someone needs that….someone needs something else.  What better way to fill my time with my son gone?  WORKS FOR ME!!!!  Keeps me busy, anyway.

Have been thinking, planning, debating, contemplating the last couple of weeks.  Have been talking to people about possibilities….and probabilities over the next few weeks, months, and even the next year or so.  Have had ALOT of possibilities running through my head.  Now all I need to do is sort out what are plausible and the ones that are NOT plausible, and figure out which direction we need to go on some of this stuff.  Soooooo many possibilities…..soooooo many directions to go in.

Have been getting a bit of reading done here and there, in between everything else.  NOT much….but more than at other times.

Basically, I have just been on the go alot.

My knee is doing….so-so.  They did an MRI and they say nothing was torn, but I’m still not seeing much improvement on it.  Gave up wearing the brace a couple of weeks ago because it’s so restricting…I can’t drive with it….I can’t do this…I can’t do that….just makes it VERY difficult to function.  What’s that old saying….”If you want something done, you’d best do it yourself”?  I’m getting by with it the way it is at the moment, so I guess we will just see how it goes in the next week or two.

Other than that, not much going on here, so I guess we will catch you later…..Blessings to all in ABUNDANCE!!!!

Hey, LOOK!!!!  I’m back again!!!  Can you believe that?  And it’s not even going to have a link in it, either!!!  HOW do ya’ll rate?….*L*

LOTS going on right now.  Have been trying to stay on top of everything.  It’s been…challenging, to say the least…especially the last few days!!!

We got MRI results back on my knee, which I twisted over two weeks ago and went to the doctor about.  According to the nurse that called me yesterday, I didn’t tear anything…it’s just a sprain….*dry look*  I’m not too convinced, for a couple of reasons.  #1:  It’s not getting much better.  After two weeks, you’d think there would be a marked improvement of SOME sort, and there’s not.  #2:  I have wondered before if the local radiologist at our hospital got their degree from a cracker jack box.  Anyway, I guess we’ll see what the next couple of weeks bring, and go from there.  I guess it’s a good thing I haven’t been looking for a job, or have a job outside the home at this point, because my knee probably wouldn’t allow me to work anyway.

I have had two gifts given to me this week that I have never had given to me before.  One of them was a Bible from the church across the street for joining the church.  It was from the ladies of the church.  One of those nice ones with the family tree and marriage records in the front of it….The only thing I find wrong with it is that it is a King James Version, and I don’t generally speak Elizabethan English….*L*  But, I WILL use it, nonetheless.

The other gift was a bottle of perfume….name brand perfume.  Talk about a pleasant surprise!!!  I asked the person who gave it to me how much it cost.  Their comment was “Does it matter?”  I told them that it DID matter, because I was the type that, when I am given something I MIGHT like, I’d like to know how expensive it is, so I will know whether I can afford it or not.  They didn’t tell me the price on it, even with my logic….*LOL*  Of course, one bottle of perfume SHOULD last quite a while, even if I wear some every day, so I guess we’ll cross the bridge of getting more when we get there.  Kind of flattered me to be given perfume…..what’s that saying?  “Flattery will get you everywhere”?  Well, I can’t say it will get you EVERYWHERE with me…..but it IS a nice thought!!!  THANK YOU to the person who gave me the perfume!!!

Well, enough rambling for now, me thinks….have to get out of this chair for a bit and relieve my knee some.  You all take care and have a blessed day!!